Last Chance VS Second Chance

If you had given a second chance in your life, what would you do? 

Do you believe in second chances? I mean, when will you know that you were given a second chance in your life? For me, like I said before, YOLO - you live only once, so why do you have to wait for second chances? 

Even on the quote above was about IF... I always consider that IF is a condition no where. I mean... it is only on our mind. Nothing more..

Instead of asking if, why don't we do something? 

Do things now, as if this is our last chance to do them?

Stop saying that I will get a second chance someday. I will... Coz, there is no condition such as if you never do something right now. 

For intance, I love to watch American Idol auditions, yes, the auditions only. There were many contestants wannabe who were hoping to become one American Idol. From thousands, only 1 will be the winner. You know the odds right? 

Unless you do something really good and give it all - 110% some says, you won't make it to Hollywood, where there will be many more cut-off. 

Especially in this last season - Season 15. No more chances. If previously, the judges can say, try again next year, now??? 

No way. This is your last and only shot. If you don't bring it all, bubye baby...  

16.1 What Is Your 2016 Word

To be honest, I am not a kind of man who like to make target of anything, now. Back then, I was. But then I slowly forgot it and never make one each year. 

But the challenge intrigue me to do so for this year. Well, if I have to choose, I would say: 

2016 is about re-inventing who I am. 

Like I said. I did a taeget before then forgot it and never did it. So hopefully with this, I can reinventing who I really am. 

Why Do I Choose Reinventing? 

Because I want to do better. No other reasons. I am on the loose lately. No where to go. No how to do. None. Everything seems to be lost somehow. 

Even if you ask who I am, I would probably said: I am who I am. But that's not answering the question right? The real question of everybody's life quest. 

Finding ourselves is the main project of who and why we are here. Like Finding Nemo movie. 

The father (I don't remember the name), searched all over the place and had the adventours of his life because he had one goal. Finding Nemo and bring him back 

Hopefully, I can reinventing myself this year and be the best that I could be. And, well, when my time come for the judgement day, I could say: "I am prooud to be who I was before."  

This is my answer for Blog English Club: what is your word for 2016 ( https://englishfriday.wordpress.com/2016/01/15/ef-challenge-16-1-new-year-new-word/) 

What is yours? 

YOLO

YOLO - You Live Only Once. 

I believe that many knows it. And some may already live their life to make it meaningful. So as they wouldn't regret anything at the end. 

But, some may like me. Goal-less life. Nothing seems to be matter enough. Everything achieved seems meaningless. I might sound ungrateful - contradict to the last post. But that is what I feel right now. 

Have you ever feel the same thing like I do? Please do share it here. Help me to YOLO my life. 

I tried to be the best I can. At work - of course. Bringing the best I can. But lately, I know that I wasn't. And everyone noticing that. 

There are so many things that weren't at their places. That weren't as I intented to. I know that I should not let anything control it. And I can do something. 

My mind seems to have it own way. Too much thinking, some say. Just let it. You are too worried. Worried about things that not even exist right now. Why? 

I wanted to laugh at that time coz I know they were right then. And they also right now. Well, I am just a confused man right now.