Last Chance VS Second Chance

If you had given a second chance in your life, what would you do? 

Do you believe in second chances? I mean, when will you know that you were given a second chance in your life? For me, like I said before, YOLO - you live only once, so why do you have to wait for second chances? 

Even on the quote above was about IF... I always consider that IF is a condition no where. I mean... it is only on our mind. Nothing more..

Instead of asking if, why don't we do something? 

Do things now, as if this is our last chance to do them?

Stop saying that I will get a second chance someday. I will... Coz, there is no condition such as if you never do something right now. 

For intance, I love to watch American Idol auditions, yes, the auditions only. There were many contestants wannabe who were hoping to become one American Idol. From thousands, only 1 will be the winner. You know the odds right? 

Unless you do something really good and give it all - 110% some says, you won't make it to Hollywood, where there will be many more cut-off. 

Especially in this last season - Season 15. No more chances. If previously, the judges can say, try again next year, now??? 

No way. This is your last and only shot. If you don't bring it all, bubye baby...  

Enjoy Your Life

Is it hard to live this life? Your life? Many said that life is too hard to live on. Some said life is so easy to life on - as long as we enjoying life itself. 

So how to enjoying life? Espesially when we facing so many things - bad things - in our life? 

The drama could be taking over our mind, body and soul. And make us ended up with so many bad things running through our head. Like a running text during highlight news. 

I was lucky (perhaps am still lucky) having a journey like my life. Without me noticing, I had been given so many things  in my life. 

Things in Life

Things that I should have be grateful for. Every day, every hour. Every minutes and every seconds of my life. 

I have two arms and two legs that work perfectly while there are people who don't. I have a loving mother who cares about me and my brother and sister. While "A Child Called It" didn't. 

I have many things, apparently, that I really should be grateful for each day. Including having the new day coming every day. 

Down and Drowning

Well, lately I felt really down. And even felt drowning in this life. My lungs can't work properly. I can barely breathing each day without any support. 

Until one day, a man - an ordinary man - a masseur, said: 

We still have fingers that can bent, right? Let's celebrate it. 

I was stop in awe when he said it. Wowww. Never in my life I felt so ashamed like ever before. I felt that this person came into my life to punch me in the stocmach. 

To slap me on my chubby face. And it did! 

I realize that - I had been looking the other way around. I placed myself as a victim - even victim of my own life. My own decisions. 

How to Be Grateful? 

Thus, how am I going to be grateful of life given to me? If I always looking at the negative side of life events. 

I really should change my mind set. And remembering what he said: 

"Look above for what may come and what you want. But looking downwards to see how beautiful your place now." 

Thank you so much sir! You tought me so much on that one hour session. Osssh!!! I have to 

CHANGE MY WAY TO SEE.